Chapter Reveal: Mister Wrong by Nicole Williams
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Cora Matthews grew up with the Adams
boys, twin brothers and best friends who wouldn’t let anything come
between them except for one thing—her. One of them became her best
friend, the other, her fiancé.
She always knew she’d wind
up marrying one of them, and Jacob Adams is the very epitome of
Mister Right. At least he is up until he fails to show up for their
wedding day. Not that Cora realizes it. At first.
As Jacob’s
best man, and identical twin, Matt makes a split second decision, but
one that will affect the three of their lives forever—he steps in
to take his brother’s place. In front of the altar, exchanging vows
with the woman he’s secretly been in love with for years.
Cora
eventually finds out about the groom swap. The morning after the
wedding. As if realizing she just slept with her fiance’s brother
wasn’t disturbing enough, she’s forced to confront her feelings
for Matt Adams she thought she’d buried years ago.
Matt’s
wrong for her. In every way. But through the course of her real
honeymoon with her fake husband, she starts to uncover truths both
Adams brothers were hoping to keep hidden, for opposite reasons. One
to protect himself, the other to protect her.
She married the
wrong brother, but what if he’s been the right one all along?
CHAPTER ONE
Matt
He
was wrong for her.
That was the only thought running through my
head as I rechecked every inch of the church. So completely wrong for
her. This latest disappearing act, the most recent proof. He’d
skipped out on her before, but today was different.
Today, they
were supposed to get married. Today, Cora Matthews would become Cora
Adams. She’d have my last name. But not in the way I’d hoped
for—not that I hadn’t accepted that years ago.
She’d chosen
him. My brother. My twin brother. She’d chosen him forever ago, and
that was that. She’d been as good as Mrs. Jacob Adams since the day
Cora Matthews first showed up in our lives eighteen years ago.
At
least until today, when Cora was going to be marching toward an empty
altar in fifteen minutes if I didn’t find the supposed Mister
Right. Jacob wasn’t the right one—for a dozen reasons I could
list—but he was who she wanted and he’d done his best to convince
her she was all he wanted too. But I knew better.
My brother had
always been indulged; being the “firstborn” son—by a whole
three minutes—to a wealthy family has a way of doing that. The
problem arose when the boy grew into a man who wanted to be equally
indulged in all sorts of ways that a wife would likely frown upon.
Jacob wasn’t the right one for her. I knew that. Hell, I think even
he knew that when he surfaced from his self-adoring stupor every so
often.
Not that I was the right one for Cora either. I was just as
wrong for her as Jacob was, but in a different way. See, where he’d
always loved her too little, I’d loved her too much. So I’d kept
my secret for years and watched the girl I loved fall in love with
the brother I’d shared a womb with for thirty-eight weeks. The
brother I loved and looked after, despite his faults.
God knew I
had a shit ton of my own.
That was why I was about to start
tearing this church apart in order to find him. I was looking after
his interests as well as Cora’s, because even though he had a
piss-poor way of showing it, he loved her. In his own way. If you
could call what Jacob felt for anyone love. In a way, it was love,
but in another way, it was the opposite.
“Where the hell’s
Jacob?” The senior Adams, also known as Dad, asked when I circled
into the lobby again, hoping my missing brother had magically
appeared. He was holding my brother’s tux zipped up in an expensive
bag and looking at me like I was failing the task of keeping track of
my brother as I’d failed all the rest presented to me in
life.
Where the hell’s Jacob? How many times had I asked myself
that question? How many times had I probably known or had a good idea
where he was?
“He’s back in one of the church offices waiting.
Just got here.” I had to slow myself down when I heard the words
wobble. It had been years since I’d stuttered over a word, and now
was not the time to resurrect that old habit. “I’ll take it down
to him.”
I grabbed the tux from Dad and backed down the hall,
trying to ignore the stuffed sanctuary and the orchestra playing some
song that sounded more fitting for a funeral than a wedding.
That
was what this was about to become if I didn’t do something. Whether
it would be my dad murdering me for flunking my best man
responsibilities of keeping track of the groom, or me murdering Jacob
when I finally found his pathetic ass after doing this to Cora on
today of all days, someone was going to die.
“That tux isn’t
going to put itself on a groom, Matt. Get after it.” Dad motioned
me down the hall before he marched toward the sanctuary like he was
ready to get this over with.
He wasn’t thrilled about the
wedding. Didn’t exactly approve of the match. It wasn’t that he
didn’t love Cora, because he did, like a daughter. He just didn’t
find her fitting as a daughter-in-law, especially to his prized
firstborn who was incapable of doing wrong. He probably wouldn’t
have cared so much if she was marrying me, which was disconcerting to
say the least. The only person who’d approve of Cora and me ending
up together was my dad.
As I jogged down the hall, carrying a
found tux to a missing groom, Dad’s last words replayed through my
mind. That tux isn’t going to put itself on a groom.
A groom.
A
groom.
My plan was already forming as I ducked into a dark church
office, my fingers working my tie loose. Jacob wasn’t just my twin
brother—he was my identical twin brother.
I was maybe a little
bit taller and he was maybe a little bit fuller, but not enough that
anyone would notice. Not enough, I hoped, that Cora would notice. She
used to confuse us all the time when we were growing up together and
still, on occasion, she’d mistake me for Jacob and Jacob for me.
Like the last time I’d been at her and Jacob’s condo when she’d
thrown a surprise party for him. I’d been talking with a group of
old friends, she slid by me, found my hand, and gave it the briefest
of squeezes. She’d thought I was Jacob. I knew that because she
never touched me anymore. At least not on purpose. We used to be
comfortable enough with each other that she’d hug me without
thinking, but that changed when she and Jacob became a thing. An
official thing.
She didn’t touch me anymore, not even to nudge
me for saying something stupid, which I said all too often in her
presence. But that night, she’d touched me. And a year later, I
could still remember the way her small hand felt falling into
mine.
Cora would be distracted today—nervous. I knew because
she’d told me how panicked she was about standing in front of five
hundred people. She’d be so distracted by trying to keep herself
from passing out or hyperventilating, so would she really notice if
the man standing across from her in front of that altar was me?
I
was banking on the chance that she wouldn’t, as I changed from my
suit into Jacob’s tux as fast as humanly possible. The clock on the
wall was fast, hopefully, or else I had two and a half minutes to get
my ass up front so that when Cora started down the aisle, she’d
have someone waiting for her.
Someone who loved her.
As I tied
the shiny dress shoes, I tried to put aside all of the inner voices
telling me how wrong this was. How utterly and unforgivably wrong
this was. I knew it was wrong. I knew that. But it was just as wrong
to do nothing. It was wrong to let Jacob ruin another moment for her.
By doing something that I knew was wrong, I hoped I was ultimately
doing the right thing.
Maybe he wasn’t where I thought he was,
hungover and waking up in some girl’s bed. Maybe he’d gotten into
an accident or been kidnapped or . . . damn, then I’d feel like a
real piece of shit for thinking the worst about my own brother. Maybe
something legitimate had come up and he’d have some great
explanation and I’d pull him aside to let him know I’d stepped in
and no one besides us would know what had gone down.
And maybe
Jacob had decided to turn over a new leaf and not be such a selfish
prick, I thought with a sigh.
Pausing in front of the picture
hanging beside the door, I adjusted the bowtie as best I could before
tearing the door open and jogging down the hall. Jacob’s tux was a
little big for me, and his shoes a little small, but those were minor
discomforts compared to what my psyche was putting me through.
The
ring.
Fuck.
After sprinting back to the office, I wrestled the
ring box out of the pocket of my jacket, along with my wallet and
phone—just in case I didn’t make it back here anytime soon—then
I kicked my suit behind a bookcase in the event that someone stumbled
into the room to find an abandoned suit and started asking
questions.
My dad’s face was red by the time I made it inside
the sanctuary, but when he saw me, his face relaxed and he smiled. It
took me a moment to realize he wasn’t smiling at me—he was
smiling at Jacob.
Dad never really smiled at me too much. Smirks
were more the way of it.
“Where the hell’s Matt?” one of the
groomsmen, Hunter, whispered when I passed.
God, this church was
stuffed to capacity. And hot. And lacking in oxygen.
“Barfing up
his guts,” I answered quietly, reminding myself that I was Jacob
and needed to talk and sound like him.
The groomsmen rocked with
silent laughter. They were all Jacob’s friends; none were mine.
“Go
figure. We’re the ones drinking places dry, and it’s your
brother, the DD, yacking his insides out today.”
My shoulder
lifted in the dismissive way Jacob’s did. “Some guys have all the
luck.”
“And some guys named Matt Adams have none,” Aaron,
another groomsman, whispered up the line.
Didn’t I know it?
They
didn’t make any more jokes or jeers at my expense because they knew
better. Jacob and I might have seen things differently and been as
unalike as two people could be, but we were twins. He stood up for me
and vice versa. He had my back, I had his.
As my current
predicament proved.
The orchestra broke into a new song—the
"Wedding March". The collar of Jacob’s dress shirt felt
like it was strangling me at the same time it felt like someone had
just dialed up the temperature in the room by twenty degrees.
What
am I doing? Why am I doing it? Is it right? Or wrong?
The answers
to those questions didn’t have a chance to form because that was
when I saw her. Like the thousands of times before, the world faded
away when Cora Matthews walked into the room. When she started down
the aisle, I swayed a little and had to step out of line to keep
myself from toppling into the minister.
“Easy there, big guy,”
Hunter said under his breath, elbowing me. “Too late for cold feet.
Bride is en route.”
I wanted to tell him it wasn’t cold feet I
had, but something else. It was the feeling of being so sure of
something that the rest of the world seemed off-kilter. So sure of
something that the rest of the world just didn’t make sense. I’d
never been as certain of anything as I was about the woman walking
toward me, about to marry me.
Under false pretenses.
I had to
remind myself of that when Cora’s eyes found mine and her
plastered-on smile crumbled behind a real one. She was smiling at me
the way she smiled at him—like I was her world.
Matthew Adams
had never been her whole world, but unknown to her, she’d been
mine. That was why I was standing here now, posing as my twin
brother, as his fiancée took the final steps toward me. I was doing
this for her because I knew she loved him, and I didn’t want to see
her hurt again at my brother’s hand.
Marry the woman you love,
Matt, then let her spend the rest of her life with the man she
loves.
The orchestra was just playing its final chords when Cora
stopped beside me, her eyes matching the real smile still on her
face. God, she was beautiful.
Too beautiful, I thought again, as I
noticed the line of groomsmen appraising her with more than just
casual regard. Cora had always been more than another one of the
pretty girls; she was the standout. Every guy knew the type. The girl
who shouldn’t be real, but there she was, passing you in the
hallway every morning. The girl who’s noticed by every person she
passes, male or female. She was so beautiful on the outside, few
people took the time to get to know the beauty hiding underneath, but
I had. I knew she was beautiful everywhere.
Jacob. Channel Jacob,
I reminded myself as everyone took a collective seat behind
us.
“Hey,” I whispered to her, winking.
Hey? What a moron.
Who says hey to the woman he’s about to marry when she stopped
beside him looking so damn perfect. I couldn’t feel my
lungs.
“Hey,” she whispered back, like she didn’t think
anything of it.
Because, yeah, Jacob totally would have said hey
to his bride like a moron.
Cora had been versed in moron for
practically two decades.
As the minister started droning on about
something I probably should have been paying attention to, I tuned
out. This wasn’t my wedding. This was hers. This was his. So
instead I watched Cora, memorizing every detail of her face as she
stared at the man across from her, who loved her like she was both a
poison and an antidote.
When the pastor asked if I promised to
love and cherish her, in sickness and in health, until death do us
part, that was the easiest question I’d ever had to answer. It was
the simplest part of this mess of a day.
“I will.”
Nicole Williams is the New York Times
and USATODAY bestselling author of contemporary and young adult
romance, including the Crash and Lost & Found series. Her books
have been published by HarperTeen and Simon & Schuster in both
domestic and foreign markets, while she continues to self-publish
additional titles. She is working on a new YA series with Crown Books
(a division of Random House) as well. She loves romance, from the
sweet to the steamy, and writes stories about characters in search of
their happily even after. She grew up surrounded by books and plans
on writing until the day she dies, even if it’s just for her own
personal enjoyment. She still buys paperbacks because she’s all
nostalgic like that, but her kindle never goes neglected for too
long. When not writing, she spends her time with her husband and
daughter, and whatever time’s left over she’s forced to fit too
many hobbies into too little time.
Nicole is represented by Jane Dystel,
of Dystel and Goderich Literary Agency.
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